Just a quick post to let everyone know that I am still alive and doing ok.  Things are getting better as each day passes and the pain and hurt of what I have less is getting less.  I keep finding myself trying not to dwell on all that has happened, but it is hard sometimes.  I am more grateful than ever though for the 3 wonderful children and amazing husband that I have- especially my husband, W.  This house would not have functioned at all if it were not for him for about 1 month straight- I was here, but not here at the same time.  He washed clothes, washed dishes, fed children, fed me, and made sure bills stay paid, kids made it to school at daycare, and I made it to work.  My parents and close friends have been awesome during all of this too- constantly checking on me and reminding me that I am loved and cared for.  I will be back soon with some post, links, and pictures- if I can ever remember to upload them!!

I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend and happy mother's day to all- if you have ever cared, loved, and nurtured a child in any capacity- you are a mother and this day is to celebrate you and all you do!